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November 27th, 2006


01:53 pm - FIN / RIP
It's about time this damn journal lives up to its name.
Goodbye FOCUSHUTDOWN.

It's been crappy and pathetic being you. Get a fucking life already.


MINSAN
ERASERHEADS

minsan sa may kalayaan tayo'y nagkatagpuan
may mga sariling hilig at kaya-kanyang hangad sa buhay
sa ilalim ng iisang bubong
mga sekretong ibinubulong
kahit na anong mangyari
kahit na saan ka man patungo
ngunit ngayon kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon
sana'y huwag kalimutan ang ating mga pinagsamahan
at kung sakaling gipitin ay laging iisipin
na minsan tayo ay naging
tunay na magkaibigan
minsan ay parang wala nang bukas sa buhay natin
inuman sa magdamag na para bang tayo'y mauubusan
sa ilalim ng bilog na buwan
mga tiyan nati'y walang laman
ngunit kahit na walang pera
ang bawat gabi'y anong saya
minsan ay hindi ko na alam ang nangyayari
kahit na anong gawin
lahat ng bagay ay mayroong hangganan
dahil ngayon tayo ay nilimot ng kahapon
di na mapipilitang buhayin ang ating pinagsamahan
ngunit kung sakaling mapadaan baka
ikaw ay aking tawagan
dahil minsan tayo ay naging
tunay na magkaibigan
Current Mood: [mood icon] Kitakits

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November 19th, 2006


01:57 am - you're such a skilled spirit-killer
CLOSER

Dan: Deception is brutal, i'm not pretending otherwise.

Alice: How? How does it work? How do you do this to someone?

Dan: [ shrugs his shoulders ]

Alice: Not good enough.

Dan: i fell in love with her, Alice.

Alice: Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment. There's always a moment:
           "I can do this. I can give in to this. or I can resist it."
            And I don't know when your moment was, but i bet you there was one.
            I'm going.

Dan: It's not safe out there.

Alice: And it's safe in here?

Dan: What about your things?

Alice: I don't need things.

Dan: Where will you go?

Alice: Disappear.

_______________________________________________________________________________________

You. Both of you. 
You were brave but not quite. Cheers.

Current Mood: [mood icon] impressed

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November 8th, 2006


06:43 am - Can we just end November?
 
 

Polaris - Jimmy Eat World

I'll say it straight and plain
I know I've made mistakes I've always been afraid (I've always been afraid)

A thousand nights or more
I travel east and north
Please answer the door

Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

Get down on your knees
Whisper what I need
Something pretty
(Something pretty)

I feel that when I'm old
I'll look at you and know
The world was beautiful
Then you tell me...
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

I'm done, there's nothing left to show
I try but can't let it go
Are you happy where you're standing still?
Do you really want the sugar pill?
I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll start
Tonight it feels so hard
As the train approaches Gare Du Nord
As I'm sure your kiss remains employed
Am I only dreaming?

You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

The World Has Turned And Left Me Here - Weezer



The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

I just made love with your sweet memory
One thousand times in my head
You said you loved it more than ever
You said
You remain turned away
Turning further every day
The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face
I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened
You laughed enchanted by intellect
Or maybe you didn't

You remain turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face

You remain, turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place, an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face







Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?




 

October 29th, 2006


03:50 am
i'm off to iloilo tom. wow. i'm so excited i'm wetting my pants now.
Current Mood: [mood icon] doihaveto?

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September 21st, 2006


04:42 pm - Back from the dead (or from the hospital bed)
So...........it's been a while since i've posted here. Seems like my LJ's dead already. 
But hey, I'm back. Back from the hospital a month ago for having bronchitis. (damn lungs) Back again from the hospital 3 weeks ago because it was my mom's turn to get sick. It appears that she got too stressed out at home and as my folks believed in Iloilo, nakulam daw siya. 
Different kinds of medicine can now be seen at home. Most of them are dried leaves and dried roots that are consumed in a juts-like manner to get rid of evil spirits that are tormenting my mom. I simply told her to wear gold to combat the evil spell but it seems like the herbal stuff is quite effective because she's back to normal again. Me and my mom being sick at the same time costs me to miss out a lot of things. 
On the positive side, you tend to reflect more on your life when you are confined within the four walls of your house. I tried to considser being a cruise photographer, but still there's this voice inside of me that tells me to break the cycle..the cycle of being a seaman in our clan. So again, it's back to decision #1, to stay in the Philippines and try out different jobs. One of them is being an employee for onbooks (again). It's not much but at least i'm doing something at home while earning(?) at the same time. I almost felt that i'll be giving up photography since i have not been shooting lately but thanks to ma'm Peach of abs, i'll be getting the apprenticeship that i've been waiting for. woohoo! I got referred to Pancho Escaler.  Met up with him yesterday. Got my portfolio critiqued. Told me to take out the ones he didn't like in FRONT of HIM. I've never felt so intimidated since Dr. Baytan's advwrit class. hehehe. Sir Pancho's quite a character.

 I'll be starting tomorrow! eeepp! Hope I don't mess up or oogle at his studio... waah!
Current Mood: [mood icon] nawiwiwisagalak
Current Music: Solid Gold Telephone - Head Automatica

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June 20th, 2006


10:21 pm - my futile attempt on photo-blogging (lj-ing)
add me up! 

[info]tidalview

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June 14th, 2006


10:14 pm - Keys Me!

Hahagalpak kayo sa kakatawa.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=leW9nn8ZCAM

see it to believe it!


Current Mood: [mood icon] Hwehehehe!
Current Music: Keys Me!

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June 12th, 2006


09:38 pm

I am a seatbelt!
Find your own pose!


Current Mood: [mood icon] kangkarot

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June 4th, 2006


08:42 pm - Wala lang...
Ten years ago, it was 1996. Take this survey and see how many
things have changed since then.

1) How old were you?
THEN: 11
NOW: 21

2) Where did you go to school?
THEN: Notre Dame of Greater Manila
NOW: DLSU

3) Where did you work?
THEN: wala pa
NOW: wala pa rin

4) Where did you live?
THEN: Valenzuela, Camia St.
NOW: Valenzuela, Concepcion St.

5) How was your hairstyle?
THEN: Puffy-lost-boy-hair
NOW: Boring one-side

6) Did you wear braces?
THEN: hindi pa... after 3 years
NOW: Tapos na.

7) Did you wear contacts?
THEN: No
NOW: No

8) Did you wear glasses?
THEN: No
NOW: No

9) Who was your best friend?
THEN: Nino
NOW: No one in particular (all my friends are my best friend!)

10) Which of your pets were still alive?
THEN: Fuji
NOW: Balabac

11) Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
THEN: Wala pa
NOW: Ma'm Kaye!

12) Who was your celebrity crush?
THEN: Cheska Garcia, Posh Spice
NOW: Jeon Ji-Hyun

13) Who was your regular-person crush?
THEN: Some teacher
NOW: Kaye!

14) How many piercing did you have?
THEN: None, malamang.
NOW: None

15) How many tattoos did you have?
THEN: None
NOW: None

16) What was your favorite band/singer?
THEN: Metallica, Third Eye Blind, Spice Girls (crush ko si posh spice, hehe)
NOW: Foo Fighter, Head Automatica, Urbandub, Jimmy Eat World, etc.

17) What was your favorite movie?
THEN: Beauty and the Beast ('96 ba to?)
NOW: Almost Famous, My Sassy Girl, Old Boy!

18) What was your favorite song?
THEN: Di ko na maalala
NOW: Everlong,

19) What was your favorite TV Show?
THEN: X-Men, The Simpsons, Are You Afraid of the Dark?
NOW: Wala

20) Had you smoked cigarettes?
THEN: Nope
NOW: A few times

21) Had you gotten drunk?
THEN: Nope
NOW: Yep

22) Had you DRIVEN?
THEN: No
NOW: Sandali lang.

23) If so which car?
THEN: wala
NOW: kotse namin

24) Looking back, are you where you thought you would be in 2006?
Hindi. Hindi mo naman talaga masasabi.

25) What you looked like? 
1996 - Tabatchoy with vidcam


2006 - Tabatchoy with camera + balbas + patilya





Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: [mood icon] Nababaliw sa bahay
Current Music: Avenue Q - Purpose

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May 2nd, 2006


10:06 pm - PHOTOGS: Check this out!
"PUTANG INA! ANG GALING MO!"
Literal na napamura ako nang nakita ko ang bawat kuha niya.

http://www.pbase.com/manny_librodo/2005

check niyo buong gallery niya!
AAAHH!!! shit! visual overload!

ok...tama na stat mode ulit. kailangan pang gawin ang HW.

Tang ina! ang galing mo talaga!
and you call yourself a "HOBBYIST"?!?!?!?
Current Mood: [mood icon] YOU'REDAMAN!
Current Music: Solid Gold Telephone-Head Automatica

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April 27th, 2006


04:45 pm - Mangisda tayo...
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.
Current Mood: [mood icon] thirsty
Current Music: That PBB teen edition theme song

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April 23rd, 2006


04:52 pm - Mga Pelikula mula kay Karem
Kapag lumampas ka ng 50, hayok sa pelikula. =D


() Napoleon Dynamite
() Saw
() White Noise
() White Oleander
(1) Anger Management
(2) 50 First Dates
() Jason X
(3) Scream
(4) Scream 2
(5) Scream 3
(6) Scary Movie
(7) Scary Movie 2
(8) Scary Movie 3
(9) American Pie
(10) American Pie 2
(11) American Wedding
(12) Harry Potter
(13) Harry Potter 2
(14) Harry Potter 3
() Tomb Raider
(15) Resident Evil
(16) Resident Evil 2
(17) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
() The Italian Job
() The Village
() Donnie Darko
(18) Lilo & Stitch
(19) Finding Nemo
(20) Finding Neverland
(21) 13 Ghosts
() Signs
() The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(22) White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
() Thirteen going on 30
(23) I, Robot
(24) Dodgeball
(25) Universal Soldier
() Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
() Bridget Jones Diary
() Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason
() Along Came a Spider
(26) Deep Impact
() KingPin
() Never Been Kissed
(27) Meet The Parents
(28) Meet The Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
() A Cinderella Story
(29) The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(30) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumb & Dumberer
(31) Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Amityville Horror (Original)
() Halloween
(32) The Ring
(33) The Ring 2
(34) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
() Practical Magic
(35) Chicago
(36) Idle Hands
() Ghost Ship
(37) Hellboy
() Secret Window
() I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
() The Day After Tomorrow
(38) Child's Play
(39) Bride of Chucky
(40) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
() Gothika
() A Nightmare on Elm Street
() Sixteen Candles
() Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
(41) Se7en
(42) Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
() Sin City
() Identity
() Lone Star
() Bedazzled
(43) Predator I
(44) Predator II
(45) Alien Vs. Predator
(46) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(47) ET
() Children of the Corn
() My Boss' Daughter
() Maid in Manhattan
() Frailty
() Best Bet
() How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(48) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Being John Malkovich
() High Fidelity
() Sideways
() Finding Julia
() Maria Full of Grace
(49) Mars Attack
() Without a Paddle
() Milk Money
() Event Horizon
(50) Ever After
(51) Forrest Gump
(52) Big Trouble in Little China
(53) X-men
(54) X-men 2
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
() Catch Me If You Can
() The Others
() Freaky Friday
(55) Reign of Fire
(56) Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
() Cruel Intentions 3
(57) The Hot Chick
() Swimfan
() Miracle
() Old School
(58) Ray
(59) The Notebook --- eeww...
() K-Pax
(60) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(61) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(62) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(63)A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
(64) Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind --- o yeah! gondry!! =D
() Hitch
() Back Door Sluts 9
(65) The Fifth Element
(66) Star Wars Episode I
(67) Star Wars Episode II
(68) Star Wars Episode III
(69) Star Wars Episode IV
(70) Star Wars Episode V
(71) Star Wars Episode VI
() Troop Beverly Hills
() Swimming With Sharks
(72) Trainspotting
() People Under the Stairs
() Blue Velvet
() Sound of music
() The Parent Trap
() The Burbs
() SLC Punk
() Meet Joe Black
() Wild Girls
(73) Clockwork Orange
()The Order
(74) Spider-man
(75) Spider-man 2
(76) Amelie
(77) Mean Girls
(78) Shrek
(79) Shrek 2
(80) The Incredibles
() Collateral
(81) The Fast and the Furious
(82) 2 Fast 2 Furious
() Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
(83) Closer
() The Sixth Sense
(84) Artificial Intelligence
(85) Love Actually
(86) Shutter
() Ella Enchanted
(87) Princess Diaries 1
() Princess Diaries 2
() The Graduate
(88) Constantine
() Million Dollar Baby
() Mallrats
() Party Monster
() Detroit Rock City
() The Goonies
(89) Y Tu Mama Tambien
(90) Pulp Fiction
() Wet Hot American Summer
() Crash
() Empire Records
() Notting Hill
() Pretty Woman
(91) Pirates of the Caribbean

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April 19th, 2006


12:21 pm - Stat sa Tag-init
I failed stat101

alam ko..sobrang dali niya. kailangan lang ng practice, pag-aaral blah blah..
ganun naman talaga e, madali lang naman lahat ng subjects basta mag-aral ka lang. aminado ako, hindi ko inaral ang stat. Umasa lang ako na himalang makapasa. Math talaga ang mortal kong kaaway simula pa noong grade school ako. Dati gumawa pa yung nanay ko ng makulay na multiplication table pero literal na umiiyak ako pag pinapakabisado sa kin. Nakailang tutor na rin ako. Pinapasagot sa kin yung isang set ng mga problems tapos magpapaalam ako na pupuntang cr pero sa totoo lang pupunta ako sa kwarto ng nanay ko para kumuha ng calculator tapos kukuha ng sagot dun para pagbalik ko, presto: instant answers na walang solutions! Tamad ako. tamad ako pagdating sa math. Pinapaliit ako ng math, pakiramdam ko sobrang bobo ko. pero sa totoo lang, tamad lang ako sa math. dahil pagdating sa math hindi ako interesado. Oo, kailangan ang math sa pang-araw araw na pamumunay (yuck!) Ipagpalagay natin na may studio na ko. Kailangan ko makuha ang tamang exposure ng isang image, pero para makuha ang tamang exposure kailangan ko matansa ang intensity ng bawat ilaw at kailangan ko rin i-adjust sa tamang aperture at shutterspeed setting ang cam ko. Interesado ako sa photography pero may math din siya. pero takte! aanhin ko pa yung mga theorem theorem na nagamit ko nung highschool. Lalo na tong stat! takte! hindi naman ako magtatrabaho bilang isang tiga-kuha ng statistic. Nakakaasar din yung ibang problems na binibigay minsan.

Halimbawa:
1.)In how many ways can 4 boys and 4 girls be seated in a row of 8 chairs?
a.) If they can sit anywhere?
b.) They are to be seated alternately

Answer: Mga putang ina niyo! magsi-tayo na lang kayo!

2.)In a beauty pageant with 8 contestants, 3 prizes will be awarded. In how many ways can the 3 prizes will be awarded. In how many ways can the 3 prizes be awarded, excluding ties and a contestant can win only once?

Answer: No one wins but there's a tie.. dahil ang papangit niyong lahat! Mga putang hinayupak! Magsama kayo ng prof ko!

3.)A box contains 5 red, 4 blue, and 3 white balls? In how many ways can you select 3 balls such that they are all diff colors?

Answer: Tapos anong gagawin natin sa mga balls na to? ah! alam ko na! saksak na lang natin sa butas ng puwet mo para makulay na siya! or..gawin mo na lang silang bayag mo para makulay at maging 3 ang balls mo!

hay..sagabal na lang itong stat101 sa pag-graduate ko. kaya no choice kung hindi i-summer na lang. hindi muna ako hahawak ng cam. pootah... sige na, mag-eenrol pa ko.
Current Mood: [mood icon] Fuck STAT!
Current Music: Under Crisis - Urbandub

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April 17th, 2006


12:23 pm - Missing identity
My FISHERMAN'S HAT is lost!
i've been desperately looking for it for about a week now..

Tae yan..
Current Mood: [mood icon] crushed

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April 13th, 2006


06:07 pm - SILENCE

Fashion Week is finally over. Thesis finally over.
Hay, pagkatapos ng isang buong linggo ng thesis sa umaga at fashion week sa gabi, nakakamiss din ang halos 3 oras na tulog at pagod. kaya ngayon mahirap naman matulog dahil na-calibrate na yung biological clock ko sa ganung settings.

At eto pa, ang magaling na (original) thesis mentor nagpakita sa mismong araw ng defense. gandang timing. at eto pa, binentahan pa ng surfboard ang thesismate ko. galing galing naman. at least tapos na. sa wakas!!!

Walang free cam from sony, pero at least panibagong learning experience at bagong mga tao. priceless compared sa isang sony cam. Pagkatapos ng isang linggong paggamit ng sony R1 cam, bonding ulit kami ni lucas. yehey! balik quiapo ulit!

Mga Fashion Week moments:


The Cybershot "Kids"

  
L-R Debby, ZOOLANDER, Me(doing the Magnum Look), Charles


with sir Joey Espino


"tagal dumating ng jeep"


L-R Mario, RC, Che,  Me


Charo Ronquillo

photos by: Me, Alwin Tan, and Mario Relampagos


Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished
Current Music: Pasyon - the Neighbors

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April 7th, 2006


12:49 am - makisali! wag matakot!
Your Birthdate: June 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.
A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.
You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.
You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.

Your strength: Your devotion

Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness

Your power color: Lilac

Your power symbol: Heart

Your power month: June

Current Mood: [mood icon] Ngarag to the Nth power

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March 31st, 2006


12:01 pm - Please help us in our thesis =D
Take this very very short survey =)

http://www.zoomerang.com/survey.zgi?p=WEB2256JCK4MMQ

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March 22nd, 2006


10:06 pm - Come one, Come All!!!!


Indiography!
featuring graphic design teams that are making waves in the Philippines:
Electrtolychee
Inksurge
Everywhereweshoot
Collisiontheory

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February 21st, 2006


06:05 pm

Yesterday was very fun!

I finally met[info]happyn0w after a week of not seeing her.

- Lunch sa Heaven and Eggs:

Nasobrahan ata sa heaven kasi halos ma-impatso na kami sa dami ng kinain namin. Sobrang dami, pagdating ng dinner busog pa rin ako.

-Edsa Photo Exhibit
Nasa "Edsa" mood na kami ni KC habang tinitingnan yung mga Edsa Photos sabay tugtog ng "Pinoy Ako" (PBB Ost). Naisip tuloy namin yung PBB. Bwiset! Ano ba kina-Pinoy ng P*Tang inang PBB?!

-Astig ang Aeon Flux! 
Napa-stylish ng dating.  Halos kasing stylish ng Underworld 1.
Sa movie house: 2 madre nakaupo sa likod namin, sa tingin ko naskandalo sila sa kakaibang pag-"pass the message" ng mga monicans. hihi. siguro habang pinapanood yun naisipan na nilang tumakas ng kumbento o gapangin yung pari nila. hehe. oopss...blasphemy... bad magsy!

-Tomorrow's the BIG DAY!
Makapasok kaya ako? hehe. pray for me.. =D

-Art and Photo Camp take 3
Sana matuloy na kami! excited na kami ng staff ko kunan ang flower parade! Yeba!
Sayang si Bong...pinagpalit kami sa Wrestling...

Thesis
-umuusad naman kahit papaano..


Current Mood: [mood icon] Galaw-galaw

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January 28th, 2006


12:07 pm - check out this site:
www.dinolara.com

Karl! kaya natin to... hehe

wo de tian ah!

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